Life's A Beach

Today I received a text from someone saying how much they loved Colorado and how they could never leave it. So, then I started thinking about my own surroundings. At the time I received the text I was sitting on the beach, staring at the ocean, and laughing it up with some friends. How can I leave this place? Once you come here and if you are one of the fortunate ones to be here, why leave then? Who knows? I want to see more, but I do love the ocean. It's priceless!!

Marilyn de Brown

HELLO FOLKS!! In exactly one week my mother shall be visiting me over here in LALA Land!! It will be the first time she has visited since I moved her almost two years ago. Also, I haven't seen her in exactly one year so I am SUPER EXCITED. Not to mention the fact that I am taking my vacation while she is here so she and I can tear up the town!!(YEAH RIGHT) Anyway, it has always been hard not being near her like I once was, but I know it is what happens as we get older. So yea for when she visits and we get to act like two little girls when it comes to celebrity gossip..teehee!!

Sexyback

Justin Timberlake's sophomore album comes out in September!! His new single "Sexyback" is nothing short of delicious. It's so sexy and it just kills me!! I love him and I know I am a 12 year old little girl!! I can't stop moving when I hear it!! YAY!! I am so happy...haha!!

I'm Sorry..I guess

So, I was talking to a friend today about how long she thought she would be in Colorado. She stated that she doesn't want to leave right now because she might get this really great job and she also has some really good friends right now and doesn't want to leave them. Well, all of the sudden I felt like crap. And it was weird because for the first time I had thought about the fact that maybe I was a bitch for leaving all my best friends behind. I mean, was it selfish of me? Yes, when I left I was thinking only of myself, but I thought that is what I was suppose to do. And honestly, I think my friendships with my "true friends" has gotten even better. Some friends I have gotten close with through IMing and text messaging!! But still, I can't help but feel somewhat bad. Because I do miss my friends more than anything. You know, I think about where I'll be in a year. Because I'll have been here for 2 years at the end of September!! I feel the reason I came out here was to prove something to myself. That I could make it on my own. And I have and I am enjoying it. But there are those little parts still missing that I wish I could have control of. It's Sunday!! I think too much on Sunday!!

That was strange

So, I go take my car to get washed yesterday and it's like 104 degrees out so all the guys are sweating. Well, I am watching the guy who is using the rags to dry my car and all of the sudden he uses the rag to wipe his face off. And then, he proceeded to clean the windows inside my car. I was grossed out first by the fact that he would use a dirty rag to wipe his face off with. And second, that his face juice was now all over the windows of my car. Gross!

I Find It Fitting

Today is one of those Sundays that I dread. One of those Sundays where I find myself not being able to get certain things off my mind. One of those Sundays when I seem to be having thoughts of frustration and irritation. I wish I could share with the world what is on my mind, but I feel these are things I must deal with on my own. It's nothing serious and nothing that has caused me any type of despair. Just things that linger in the back of my mind and I wish I could change. However, I do know that in a day or two I will be back to myself and I will have found something new and exciting to make me smile, which will probably be a song..haha!!! Anyhoo, for today I will just sit and think and write and hope!! Hope that what I imagine can and will actually come true!!

Good Feeling

The past couple days I have caught up with some old friends in my life!! It's been nice and it's comforting to remember that they once knew everything about me. And in some cases still do. I know I have said it before but you really don't have to talk to a good friend every day or every month or even every two months. Because if they are you true friends it shouldn't matter. You just always know that they are out there...somewhere!! Just like Feivel!!

I See The Light

So, last Wednesday I checked myself into the emergency room because the pain from my rib injury was soooo bad. And I wanted to know right then what was wrong and what I could do for the pain. They decided it was a bruised rib, which I thought it would be, but I still wanted to hear a professional say it. They gave me some pain pills, which I hate taking but I needed them. I thought I had a turn for the worse on Saturday night as I was in escrutiating pain and I hadn't even done anything all day. But Sunday came around and little by litte I seem to be feeling better. Is still hurts, but not like it did last week. I can finally turn over on one of my sides when I am sleeping without gasping for air. I worked out so far twice this week and the second time did not even have to hold my rib. And I am getting closer to being able to sneeze normally again. Anyway, it was a crap ass week last week because if it all. I am feeling better though now and hope to be 100% very soon!

Pictures For Fun

Here are some pictures of myself and two of the best guys you'll ever meet in your lifetime from a camping trip about a month ago!! The other one is a recent one of me entertaining myself..haha!!

Fantabulous!!!

Basically, I spent the whole weekend at the beach!! Well, I mean not really because I came home on Sunday and didn't move. I worked on Monday, but went back that night and hung out yesterday. My rib is still killing me and I am very tan now!! HAHAHA!!Such a good July 4th and I hope everyone had as much fun as I did. If you ever want anyone to go to the beach with you just give me a call! !I LOVE IT!

The Beach

I had a pretty fantastic weekend!! I went down to Manhattan Beach to party it up with a very dear friend and her roommate and everyone else that was there. We had fun Friday night and then spent the entire day at Hermosa Beach and played volleyball and so on. Later, in the evening we went to a bar called The Poopdeck!! It was fabulous!!! HAHA! It's so awesome to be in your beach clothes all day and just be able to walk in a bar and feel at home!! I do think I either broke or bruised my rib when I was playing volleyball, which sucks because it hurts like hell. But that's the price you pay sometimes when you are having fun!!! I realized all over again how much I do love the ocean and how there are times when I am still amazed that I live here!!!