Only Two More Weeks

Only two more weeks until I find myself back in Colorado for a week. I am both nervous and very excited about my trip to my home state. I know it's going to be awesome to be in this wedding and see those people that are still there and also see what is left of my family there. But I am also very nervous because I don't want to be sad again when I have to leave. I want it to feel like I am just visiting. And that may seem strange, but it would make coming back to California so much easier. I am sure it is going to be weird when I step off that plane into completely familiar territory and feel like a visitor to Colorado for the first time. I am hoping to convince some of my posse to move out here near me so I have them close to me. That's what I really want in the next year. Well, I am definitely counting the days until I come "home." Does it feel right to call it "home?" I am not sure.