The Dreaded Day

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and as all of you know I usually hate that day. I hate that day at times more than anything. And that makes me mad because it's such a superficial holiday and we should be telling people we love them every day of the year. But I still always managed to let that day get to me. But this year it feels like it will be different. For some reason I don't really care as much this year. I mean don't get me wrong I would love to have a someone to love and someone to love me back and just make me feel special on that day, but it doesn't seem important to me this year. I was talking to one of my new friends from work last night and I told him my History with Valentine's Day and how I really don't care this year. He made a good point in telling me that I have a lot of other stuff on my mind this year. I am away from my friends and family and I am still adjusting to my new surroundings. I may feel like I am okay and that stuff doesn't consume my thoughts but in the back of my mind they are still there. And what he is saying is all true. Valentine's Day is just another holiday. I want my friends and family out here with me more than a boyfriend. I mean a boyfriend doesn't even compare to that. So, to everyone out there, I love you! I love you everyday of the year and I hope you never doubt that....

Stay tuned till tomorrow as I will be posting some of my all time favorite and cheesy love song lyrics.