Wow...I needed that.

So, my oldest brother Trey was in town all weekend. I can't even begin to explain how happy I was to be in his presence for the past few days. As many of you all know Trey is my idol and has always been one of the main people I look up to in life. Everytime I get around him he puts me at ease and makes me feel good about the choices I have made and what my future might bring. I have been longing for a family member or a friend to come out and visit me for quite sometime now. And I honestly think he came at the right exact time. And the thing about Trey, is that is what he always does. And he never even knows he does it. And I never even realize it till after the fact. But I always seem to see him at such pivotal times in my life. The last time I saw him was in Philly in July and that was the point at which I knew I needed to get out of Colorado and I needed to get out of Colorado soon. He is one of the main reasons I got the ball rolling because when I was out there is when we discussed the possibilities of where to go and who to live with. I called my roommate Jaimee while in Philadelphia and from there moved forward. Trey walked in my life again at the right time. It's always amazing being around him because he knows me and he knows my insecurities and he knows my strengths. The best times are when we laugh about growing up together and the mannerisms of our parents(SORRY GUYS...HAHAHA). There's about a 10 1/2 year age gap between Trey and I but I realize how much better our relationship gets as we get older and especially as I get older. I use to look at him as my older brother for the most part. Now, I look at him as my older brother and my friend.