3:30AM...are you kidding?

I have been at work since 3:30AM this morning. I just got out of work around 5:30PM this evening....HAHAHAHA....I am so delirious right now and I am so amazed at the whole idea of this "day after thanksgiving" phenomenon. People wake up at 5:30AM to come into our store to buy one get one free in micro fleeces...are you kidding me? It was 5:40AM and I asked this guy if he needed help and he responded with, "Just browsing." What? Who just browses at 5:30 in the morning. Needless to say, it wasn't that bad. I am amazed at the authority I hold in this store and how much power I actually have over the other employees. I think I am too young for this...HAHAHAHA!.......On another note, since I finally have time to relax and think, I find myself in a somber mood at the moment. And this time it is not about missing my friends and family necessarily. It's about this whole idea of change and realizing things just a second too late. My entire life these past two months has revolved around change. Everything around me has changed, but I would like to believe that I have not changed. And if I have I hope it is for the better. I have realized so many things these past couple months. And what scares me is that maybe I realized them too late. I think deep down I have always known I needed to go somewhere else and really understand who I am and what I was leaving behind. I want to truly understand the importance of my family and friends. I love my friends more then when I left. And honestly, there are those certain people that as individuals I have truly realized my feelings. But maybe it came too late. I'm not depressed and I wouldn't even go as far as to say I am sad, but I am pondering. I am wondering what is in store for me in the future.