To each his own.

It's funny to see how each one of my friends treats this me in California situation differently. I have some friends who constantly tell me how much they miss me and they want me to comeback to Colorado. They call me sober and they call me drunk and without fail tell me to come "home." Then, I have other friends who try to keep minimal contact with me and do not tell me they miss me because they supposedly want to make everything easier on me. By them keeping to themselves maybe I will not miss them or Colorado as much. I am trying to figure out which I like better. I like that my friends tell me they miss me because it makes me realize I will not be forgotten and that I am loved. But I understand people wanting to make this situation as easy for me as possible. But the bottom line is I am going to miss people no matter what. Not just one person is going to make me want to comeback to Colorado. Plus, I am pass the initial phase of always wanting to go back to Colorado everytime I make any contact with a friend. I have realized with these two type of friends, that they do what they do because they love me and they really do miss me. I have been so amazed at how much support I have. It makes me think I can conquer the world.