Trust

Lets talk trust for a minute. I am a person who trust everyone. I want to believe that there is good in everyone. So when a bad situation happens I want to believe that all parties are being truthful to me. However, at the same time, there is a part of that trust that goes away in the most intense moments. I have been screwed over by a number of people I considered to be friends. And my mom has always said to me, "well, what does that say about you Blair? Why do you attract these people?" So, my question is, why do I attract these people? I must be a little out of my mind as well. Now, I haven't been screwed over at this current moment in my life but in the last couple months things have happened that have made me question the truth. And the thing about it is that all these events are occurring in Colorado, so I can't be there to scope them out. Not that I need to scope them out. But I feel like I am missing the full picture.