Some time to reflect

It's amazing to me how you kind of just get use to the feeling of missing people. And I don't even know if that is the appropriate way to describe it. Because there are a lot of times when I miss people more than I missed them the day before. There are those times in my life when something good happens, I see a celebrity, I feel like having a drink and just chilling, I want to see a movie, and etc. that makes me wish I had my friends and family around me. I don't believe it has necessarily gotten any easier being away from everyone. But what I believe is that I have come to accept it. I have come to accept that I am here and all of you are there. It doesn't necessaryly make it any easier, but it helps me to not be captivated by my longing for my friends. Lately, I have been trying not to focus so much on that aspect. I have been trying to really focus on the fact that I am in fricking Los Angeles. It has always been my dream to move to California and I actually did it. I have no idea how I did it and what I will do in the future, but I know I am here right now. And I have no choice but to embrace this moment. I love life and even when I am down I still love life and I still love people. I miss everyone but I am fortunate that there will always be my peeps out there even if I am all the way in Cali.