Somewhat Calm

So....this week I finally found a place to live. Today I signed the lease for my new place and dropped off a ginormous check to them. The place is tiny with royal blue carpet. It doesn't have a dishwasher or a microwave. But honestly, I do not care. It's a one bedroom, which is good because I was originally looking at studios to save money, but I couldn't stand not having two different rooms. This place has everything I need for ME. If you ever saw our place now this new place is kind of a step down..haha. We really lucked out with the place we are at right now, but all good things must come to an end. :)
I had my THIRD interview today for the auditor position. I asked him when we might know who got the job and it seems that nobody has an answer for me. I believe that it went well. It's always a little rocky at first, but once I get into it I am okay. My manager told me he was told it went very well, but you never really know. I am just staying positive on the whole thing because given the opportunity I know I would do an outstanding job. There's no doubt in my mind about this.
I worked six days this week and I am looking forward to sleeping in on Saturday. I haven't really been able to sleep in the past month due to my levels of stress and also being somewhat depressed. I feel better about things in general. I'm not over anything by any means but I have come to terms with certain things. It's not easy to mend a broken heart but with time it actually does get a little bit easier. And you start to look at things more rationally and just seem to be able to focus on the positive of the past a little better. I still wish things could have gone a different way, but I know in the end there's no way they could have. And whether I believe it now..all of this has happened for a reason. :)