Sunday...It is never a good day.

I have never really enjoyed Sundays. I am not sure if it is because I have to work the next five days and I know that Mondays are always hectic and annoying. Or maybe it's just because it's the day where I seem to think the most. As everyone can see from reading my last few blogs, the last two weeks haven't been my best ones. This weekend was the hardest of the past couple weeks and that's because with certain circumstances I have nothing to hold onto anymore. However, my friends have been great this weekend and in some way made me hang out with them...haha. Well, they didn't make me I could have easily said no, but I know at this time and pretty much anytime it is good to be around the people you love and who love you in return. And I am thanking each of them for taking me in this weekend and making me smile and laugh and reminding me that there are WAY WAY worse things that could be wrong. But still, the sadness and the confusion seems to be lingering. I can't wait for a month to be over or something when I feel a little better. I have an exciting time ahead of me. I get to probably see my bro, my sister and law, and my niece for the very first time at the end of the month. I am going to Alaska with one of my very best friends at the beginning of July. And I get to attend weddings of two very important and inspiring people in my life. So, there are things to look forward to. Things to make me smile. I want to snap out of all of this. I want to not feel the way I do now, but I know that it will take time. I just do not have the patience for it..haha. Anyway, tomorrow I have to go see if I get picked for Jury Duty..haha. I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Not having to go to work on a Monday for once is appealing but sitting in a courtroom all day waiting to see if you are picked doesn't sound that fun. :)