Happy Birthday Angelina Jolie

It's Angelina Jolie's birthday and being that I am completely infatuated with her I thought I would let you all know this as well.

Now, my real reason for writing today. I've decided that my move to LA has been much like a relationship. At the beginning there is constant excitement and you want to constantly be surrounded and engulfed in this one thing. Then, you start to get use to things and different emotions start occurring. You have fits of rage where you are wondering what you got yourself into and maybe you should just end it and go back to what and where you came from. And then there are those times of utter bliss and everything is going right and you can't imagine your life being any other way but the way it is at that particular moment. And you have your issues with where this is all going. What am I looking for? Where do I see myself with this situation? And then there's a bit of constant uncertainty......So, I am a little over 8 months into my living experience in LA. I am most definitely staying here another year. Our lease is up in September and Erin and I will venture out and find another place to live. I remember how I thought back in November and even December that I was going to move back to Colorado. It seemed the easiest thing to do at the time. But Colorado is not for me right now and thankfully I realized this. I talk to a friend or even friends at least once a week and it always makes me "homesick" at times. I want to be able to go out with them after work and just be in their presence again. However, I realize that things wouldn't be the same if I was back there. I am at a different place in my life and they are at a different place in theirs. We are all doing I believe what we are suppose to be doing at this point in our lives. I sometimes stress myself out because I really don't know what I want to eventually end up doing in my life. And this is basically having to do with my career. I feel that I am 25 and I should have that all figured out, but it seems like right now I need to figure out where I am going to be most comfortable in other aspects of my life. So, for now I will continue to deal with the highs and lows of life and continue to love every minute of it.