Flashback

I was driving home from work today and all of the sudden I had a flashback of the week before I left and the day before I left. It kind of freaked me out because it seemed so real. I even started to feel sick to my stomach. It was so unusual because I felt like I was right back in Colorado for a moment. Every detail of every event, person, words, and etc. came right back to me. If I made it through that I feel like I can make it through anything. As I continued to think about things I remembered when I was leaving Colorado and all that I thought to myself, "How can I leave these people?...But I am not going to worry because I will see them again." Now, three months later I realized that a lot of those people I really will not see again. They were meant to be in my life for a length of time and that was it. It doesn't necessarily even upset me because I have realized so much being here. I'm in LA and it's crazy and it's scary and it's everything to me right now. It's where my dreams are and where my hope is. It's my future...