What's Next

So, this week I have been thinking a lot about my future. I mean, I guess we all tend to do that, but for whatever this week I have especially been contemplating it. I guess I feel as if there is nothing really keeping me anywhere anymore. And what I mean is that I don't feel like I am stuck in just one place. And I feel that is a very good thing. Before I moved out to LALA Land I felt completely trapped in Colorado. And then I made that move and it opened up a whole new set of doors for me. I see myself as a restless person at times. Like most, I am constantly looking for the next best thing or the thing that might lead to more of a consistency in my happiness. I want to live other places and I want to meet other people. At the same time, I want to settle down eventually. And not just settle down with a family or what have you but just settle down in a certain place. I love Los Angeles and can't believe it is almost two years of me being out here. But I also wonder what else is out there? The hardest thing was to leave Colorado and I actually accomplished that. Now, I feel as if I could move anywhere these days. For now though, I am content and I get such joy out of this place. But I don't want to get too comfortable and possibly miss out on other opportunities!!