Dinero

So, I had a breakdown today when I was talking to my mother. And it wasn't the normal breakdown I would usually have. I didn't cry about missing my family and friends. I didn't cry about what I am going to do with my life. And I didn't cry because somebody hurt me. I cried over money...hahaha! I, surprisingly do not usually get worked up over money. But today I just cracked for whatever reason. I never have enough money. And nobody does I guess. I realize that I am a hell of a lot better financial situation than most people. And for this I am grateful, but it is still frustrating to me. Just when I think I am okay I have to pay for my car or a plane ticket or the dentist. It's a never ending battle. I was getting things squared away before I moved out here and then of course that all went to hell. I make more money here than I did in Colorado but the cost of living is so much higher and rent alone is crazy. I put in overtime at work, which does help me out a bit. But it never is enough. I understand what my debt is and why it is what it is. But it's not even that bad and yet I am still always at square one. So, today let me be a baby and think only of myself and how I have no money......hahaha! Tomorrow, knowing me, I'll be over it! hahahaha!!