Was it worth it?

So, I arrived in LA today. As I approached the famous traffic everyone told me about I couldn't help but wonder (again) if I have done the right thing. The last week of my life has quite possibly been the most emotional and difficult one to this day. I am exhausted from the goodbyes and exhausted from the constant pit at the bottom of my stomach. But, this is what I always wanted, right? Haven't I always wanted to get out of Colorado? This is the most challenging thing I have ever done. And as i sit here now I cannot believe i have actually done it. My mom, who is my best friend, left me a month ago and i thought that was hard. Nothing compares to what I feel right now. I miss my friends. I miss my family who is still there. I just miss it all together. i hope to wake up everyday and feel like it is getting easier, but I think that will take some time. But for now, I have much to see and much to feel. Did I really make the right decision?